Monday, March 29, 2010

The Procedure

The Procedure

I guess the surgery is going well

as every little piece of me is cut away

leaving just the pale white skin

and a bruise the color of a plum.


I could see why you want to avoid me,

What with me being cancerous and all,

but part of me finds it hard to be rid of you,

struggling behind nights cuddled up,

sweat boxin with your legs up lookin towards

the mirror, arguments that proceeded with

motherly stares, and long drives past Cracker Barrel.


How does one fully forget the past?

A mind wash would be nice or a serious

blow to the head. It’s been two years

and I still bring out the ruler when measuring

up others to you. It’s not fair for them or you.


Maybe I’ll just cut it off at the arm, like you,

just be rid of it and spend my days grasping

with one arm or limping around stupidly like

a winged pigeon. Either way, I’m sick of relapsing.

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